I don't have anywhere else to turn but here. I cannot stop thinking of you. It's been almost two years now and everyday im tortured by your image, your voice, even the way you made me feel. I thought I could move on, especially with my new love. Instead your lies engraved their selves so deeply in my brain, that I question weather I deserve to be with someone like her. I feel that I still love you and her, and that I am doing a disservice to my woman that I've been with for over a year. The last thing id want is to break her heart, I know mine can take it. I know I lost it when you left me, but can you really blame me? The way you led me on, you'd think I could just get over it, and that it would make it easier to cast these feeling aside. Instead for some reason my hatred and love for you stand side by side. Its the worst feeling knowing that we could never be together because of this duality that I've now been cursed with. Just leave my thoughts, please stay away from my dreams, and take all the memories with you. I'm trying to make new ones, with someone who won't play that shit, and eventhough we never talk anymore, it doesn't mean its working.